Yay! Right now is Christmas! Merry Christmas everyone! To my online friends, I hope I could fly over there to your place then just glomp on you and say Merry Christmas~! but anyway.. XD

Earlier around 2 minutes, Fireworks all over Philippine sky! Strong explosives on the land, but no.. there's no REAL explosives or guns. Just for Christmas and New Year~ :D yeahhhh!! New year's near too! :D yayyyy! Can't wait!

Anyway.. I'm going to the beach on 26 with my family and relatives, I can't wait. I'm really excited and I promise, I'll upload some pictures! Hehehhe~ XD My mom's gonna buy me an MP4 tomorrow, So, I could take pictures~ MP4 is kinda old over here but.. I stil want to! hehe XD my CP was stolen by my uncle! he gave it to my cousin, how cheap! I want my CP back! haiiiz... ><

Anyway.. I'm not gonna write it on details, But.. jyeah~ I hope you had a nice and happy Christmas! :D let's hope new year's gonna be great! I can't wait for more fireworks! :D hehehe..


xoxo SHINJU ♥♥♥

xooo fun yet tiring~ :3




hehehe~ :3 that's an old picture. It was taken when I was still in 4th year highschool~ :3 yeah. Hahaha!

Anyway... It was so fun earlier though we are just watching movies! Yeah~ we watched How to eat fried worms and Matilda~ :3 Both movies are so cute ^ ^ We only watched those at our home :D

Urg.. I was supposed to be going to UP but since we have an exam for NSTP but duh! We didn't took the test since our teachers didn't allowed us to, so we'll be taking it up on Monday~ haiiz.. Atleast! lol. We still have time to study more~ though NSTP isn't really a big deal but you can't graduate without passing it~ haiiz. too much hassle T^T

OHMAIGAWD! I'm sooooo into PBB! I'm so jealous to Minako-chan's PBB T-SHIRT! I wanna have it or atleast have one of it T^T awww... maybe Minako-chan was chosen to be Cebu's representative for the next PBB T^T Aw... but i dunno. lol

I wanna join PBB SO BADDDD! like seriously T^T If you got into that popular house, you'll be like sooo popular! I want to go inside that house! Someday, I could get into there! WAIT FER MEEEEEEEH! XDDDDDD

Uhmm.. For PBB Double Up updates, well... Yesterday was Sam's birthday. Also, Rocky already voluntered to go out so yeah and Hermes nearly go voluntary exit `coz he's feeling sad for Carol. Actually it's like this.. There was a task where all the housemates need to finish this electric something that shouldn't get touch `coz if you touched it the members will get electrified and you itself!

Although no one got to finish it, Big Brother looked at who got the longest one and Paul Jake won. So he's the first ever Household. like uh leader. gahh can't explain T^T

So Carol was the shortest one so she was given a punishment of nominating one of her housemates by stamping his/her forehead. One stamp is equevalent to 3 nomination points! So its like this.. Carol will stamp it infront of all the housemates! And she choses Hermes.. Hermes was like.. "It's fine Carol. I'm not dissappointed at you." Liar.

He was called by Big Brother in the confession room and then there.. he said he pity Carol.. liar. liar liar.

That's it! OMG!! There's an ANTI-MELAY AROUND!!!! T^T noooo!!! Get lost you people! How dare you hate her! She's one of the kind! T^T

Anyway.. gotta go! it's time for Big Brother Double Up Primetime! BAIBAI!


xoxo SHINJU <3

First, I just want to blog about earlier..

I didn't went to school today since I called my classmate and she said that we don't have classes/exam today :D I don't know why.. /bwahaha

OWHMAIGAWD! I'm going in a fund run this Monday and first day of meeting my new classmates for my PE class on Tuesday! Urgggg! too much pressure!!!! ><

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OHWMAIGAWD!


i'm so so so so sad/mad/dissapointed and everything today! My day was ruined by Kuya's stupid manipulation!

Everybody around forum, youtube and other sites are telling that Pinoy Big Brother Management manipulated the votings! Urg! Obviously, Mariel should be the one evicted!

Well, Eviction night will be tomorrow, still! She should be in House B! It's like this... Those 5 people that stays the other house which is House B are the house mates yet to be evicted! One of them WILL BE EVICTED! AND FOR PETE'S SAKE! MELISA IS THERE! T^T I'm so dissapointed...

There are actually rumors going around that GMA is voting Melay out since she's the one pulling PBB up on ratings and suchs. I really hope that's not true.

I'm so sad, I was really eager to see MELASON reunited! I meant, I wonder if Kuya already told Melay that she could speak to Jason again since she was told not to talk or smile at him. I think, It was a task, but nvm.

I'm sooooooo depressed! Tomorrow, People will know the truth, The truth will set us free! Let us pray for Melay and the 2 other Sponsor Girls!

The evictees are Melay,Rica,Carol,Yuri and Hermes! I hope not Melay,Carol or Rica! Please noooo! T^T

I need to sleep now~~ Bai Bai~

xoxo SHINJU ♥

Urg..

I hate exams.

I didn't even study at all. Though I read my notes, It's still not enough! Urggg, I'll just do my best on my future exams like.. uh midterm. I'm soo dead! ><

So, tomorrow's exam will be the last one, and it's... NSTP or CWTS. No need for me to explain what's that subject all about but uh.. Just, wish me luck tomorrow. I need to atleast, read my classmate's notes? atleast a little.

Ya know, my classmates are all like, "No! I still haven't studied it!" and their not doing anything about studying but chit-chat~ haiiiz. I'm so dead tomorrow! I wish the teacher wouldn't get angry or else.... very bad luck *CRIESSSS*



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Awww! Poor Carol! T-T




Awwww... I felt bad for her. It's not her fault to fall inlove with Hermes! She's just blinded by her feelings! Her heart is all the faulty! T-T

If ever I could just go and barge into that house, I would really hug Carol and just pat her head saying,"You can do it Carol. Take time and relax" Awww~~ T^T

Carol is like one my favorites. Probably the third. `coz Rica's my second and Isay.. is my NUMBER ONE! Yay! Anyway.. back to Carol.. I need to explain you guys first about this.. uh, happening.

So, Carol was jealous. And she got hurt. She is avoiding Hermes to stop her unusual feeling for him or probably not to be able to got hurt more, I felt really bad for her. So, Hermes pack up his courage and pulled Carol into the couch while the little girl cried her heart out!

He forced Carol to tell her everything and Carol keep saying,"No! I won't!" But still, Hermes.. being the I-can't-handle-this-avoiding-thingy.. He really forced her to tell him. Carol started explaining things that she's hurt and she can't understand the things that's happening around her. She was actually jealous because of Hermes and Cathy's sudden closeness, on her back she KNEW it already that there's something going on, On my opinion okay. XD

So, it goes like this... Her bubbles burst out. It means, SHE CAN'T HANDLE IT ANYMORE. I really pity her for that and just wanna hug her. Hermes actually liked Cathy on the first place. He told her that he had a crush on her because of Jason talking about Cathy when he was still on the other house. So yeah...

Wait a minute. What'll happen to Katlin? The finnish housemate? What's gonna happen now when Katlin comes back here? Tell Katlin that he actually didn't like her at all? and just.. play with her? that's it? What the. Hermes... One thing I could describe to you is, PLAYBOY. Not just a flirt, but a play boy.

Know why? You shouldn't let a girl love you when you couldn't love them back. It's unfair. You're too much dude.. stop it.

For Carol, I like the way you bursted. So true and so innocent. I just love her, People can't understand me because all of them are just bunch of uh.. no sense of acceptance? And... can't understand her that well. I'm actually the type of person who won't judge a person easily. Because you wouldn't know, there's still something behind everything they are doing.

So, that's it. I'll update another Melason tomorrow ~ ^ ^ I'm tired of typing now.. Haha XD baibai~ ^^

Congratulations! *throws confetti and screams like crazy*

It's final, I'm not yet dropped out in my PE and Spanish Class! Wow, Now seems like I have the feelings of "Spanish is fun! Yayyy!" and I love how my professor talks to us in Spanish, although we don't understand, but it seems so fun!

Sighs... I'm really glad my teachers gave me a chance! `coz you know, I'm really seriously dropped truthfully speaking and it's a sad thing... *cries*

Thank you ma'ams for not dropping meh! I ish be loving you all! <33333

So, earlier was our Spanish and Principles of Tourism II Prelim Exam and tomorrow will be PE, it's on morning and Tourism in Asia, Accounting, English and Arts for the afteernoon. Gaahhh, that's a lot (T^T)


Oh noooz! My PE teacher told me that after the prelim, she'll transfer me into another PE class, because she thinks my classmates will wonder why she still accepts me. I know she's just worried about me but, I still wanted to be with my old classmates *sniff sniff*

Sighs, I wish my new PE classmates will be nice to me. It'll be boring in a class full of people you don't know and people who doesn't talk to you >.< Nuuuu! I hope my teacher will change her mind and just keep me in the same class! My classmates can accept me! Pleaseeeee! DX


So uh, I'll just talk for uh..another PBB update :D Soooo~

The merge will be this Saturday, Mariel(another Mariel,ex-housemate of Kuya's house and a very opposite to this current Mariel) mentioned that they'd hurried it since the people, I think are too much asking for MELASON to unite once again.. Yay! :D I hope those guys will end up to each other.

OHMAIGAWD! Jason admits to Papa Tibo too! That, he wants Melay to be his girlfriend. And he will confess to her when they'll go to MOA/Mall of Asia. But! Kuya/Big Brother already permitted Jason to his and Melay's family bonding to be made.

It was held last night but sad to say that it was a total failure. `coz Melay was already asleep and Jason on the other hand, was at the garden waiting like crazy! Rica,Cathy and Carol make sure that Jason couldn't get into the room `coz he's so going to wake up Melay! Rica made lots of lies and 'palusot's XD

So yeah, It was a failure. BB actually gave the girls a task about Jason. They'll make sure Jason show his true feelings for Melay. If, he'll wait patiently or something. But, gahhhh. BB is very tricky once again >.< That sometimes pisses me off! Gahhhhhh. I really hope they could be together before they go out the house! We need kilig moments mooooooooore!

Anyway, Have I mentioned before about Bagyong Issa? Or not? Anyway... Bagyong Issa or Typhoon Issa is all about the housemates. All of them will stay in one house already since ya know, Pinoy Big Brother Double Up has two houses, House A and House B. Melay is actually ORIGINALLY from House B until Big Brother swap her to House A in exchange of Tom. Tom.. well, he's already out of the house since he made this violation. And.. it's not just a simple violation like Lapel ones, but.. it's serious. NVM xD

So yeah... I need to go now~ Hahahaha XD blog to you guys next time. I'm sooo sleepy. but I seriously have to study first ><


xoxo SHINJU~

My picture doesn't even fit my title. -___-
My face looks all like, stuffy and uh, nevermind.





Tomorrow is Monday and we don't have classes. Actually we have but due to Bonifacio Day? I think. So, We don't have to go to class since it's a holiday over here. So, Tuesday will be my first attendance in my Spanish and PE Class. *Claps* Congratulations! Shinju, You are totally busted! How can you not attend those classes last 2 weeks huh?

Okayzzz. I really don't want to go to school anymore. I'm feeling lazy and well! Actually, I wanna shift into another course. I'm hoping of having my own pastry shop in the future. With all those creamy and sweet cakes... Oh! Kill me now!

Yeah, I'm scared and nervous for next week. Oh! It will be our prelim too! Also! I think I'm already dropped in my PE Class. As far as I've remembered, After your third absenses, You'll be officially dropped. Such an embarrassing thing to accept. I'm sorry God for being a useless human being. I seriously am sorry. (dances to sorry sorry by Super Junior)

Have you guys ever experienced this? Like, Didn't go to school until your prelim came up? I'm really tired of going to school. I don't everybody loves school. I don't know why but I really do hate school, but still, no choice. I don't blame my parents because I chose this course at the very beginning, It's just that, I'm surprised that I stopped loving this course and wanted to shift into cooking. I admit I can't even cook meals for my family and for myself, That's why I wanted to try cooking right? That's why I wanted to prove to everybody that, I am someone who can cook too.

Am I being selfish? Being selfish for doing all of these things? I don't understand my feelings anymore. My blog is the only thing who I bursted my feelings with. I think, My blog is the only one who listen and accept me. I seriously need a loooong vacation. Where I can relax and clear my mind. Where I can try and think peacefully. I wish I could do all the things I wanted to do. I wanna try to do things that is hard to reach. ~coughlikecouhgjoiningcoughPBBcough~ Yeahhhhh, Biggest goal in a current. I wanna be like Melay! or Jason! or anyone not just Mariel or Rob. They're bursting my bubble. Total GAHHH.

Talking about PBB, Big Brother is a very tricky person. Indeed Tricky person.

So uh, All housemates are nominees for eviction AND.. the people or the 'Taong Bayan' will be the one to vote their evictee!

I don't want Melason to be evicted! Hello!? They're like the only ones who bring joy and light in the house and to the outside world! It'll be a big mistake for people to vote them out! very... very big mistake!

So uh, I want Mariel out. I really do. Yes, Daddy Patrick was right, Mariel is not a good icon/image for a single parent. How could a someone like her who already had a child still acts that way? Wild and crazy and lunatic and BITCHY. I don't like her honestly. I just don't like her. Maybe one of the reasons is because she's a flirt. and I hate flirty people annnnd I have a feeling of her stealing Jason away from Melisa. That's absurd! A total slut! I'm sorry for her family and her friends if I'm like this, She suppose to act behave! Yeah yeah, We should show our true selves inside the house right? But not the extent that you'll show everything to the viewers that you are crazy and wild and bitchy! That ain't right!

Anyway... I need to calm down! I just really wish Melason won't get evicted. I'll go crazy! T^T besides, I don't think I'm the only one who wish for them for safety and Big 4. Thousands or possibly Millions of supporters doesn't want them out! Once again, People should open their eyes and VOTE WISELY. If you guys want to vote Mariel out just text BB MARIEL and send to 231 for Globe,TM and Sun Cellular and 2366 for Smart and Talk n' Text.

So, what are you waiting for? Vote Mariel out already! Har har, She's crazy.

Uh... Have you guys notice something? I ain't uploading new covers right? It's not that I'm busy like the usual reasons, but... I just need space right now. So, for the upcoming covers, I think it'll be on hold in a current, I need more time for myself right now. Well, It's not that people would actually listen to it though but, for those people who actually likes it, I'm really glad and I really appreciate your opinions and everything, I really have to thank you all for loving it :D Now now, I sound like a real IDOL, Haha, Give a girl an imagination for pete's sake.

Seriously, I really wanted to become an Idol. I realize that It's my biggest passion aside from Pastry making and music. I wanted to become an actress/singer/model. Char! Model jud. Pag xur oi! Hahaha! :3 My craziness popped out. Noticed it?

I wanna join PBB someday. I know I could go into that house in the future. I believe in everything. Even to the extent that it's impossible, I still do believe that it's true. Because, I believe that if you believe, things go through the way you wanted it to be. So, If you guys share the same dream I have, Let's do our best together and never give up! Fight Fight Fight! :D Kaya natin to mga `tol! (We can do this dudes!)


BaiBai~ X3

MELASON FEVER IS REALLY ON ME ALREADY! I freaking love this two cute comedians! Very entertaining and very EPIC. INDEED EPIC!

Soooooo, Jason admitted to everybody that his feelings towards his Isay is beyond bestfriend feeling <3 OWMAIGOWD! Kyaaaaaaaa! and oh! Have you guys seen Denghe? He is Melay and Jason's son :D take a look!




Denghe's looks is the mixture between Melay and Jason's face! OWMAIGOWD!!! It's so amazing! Denghe got his daddy's eyes, piercing and attitude! Lol. He loves to take drugs and kill people! Hahaha. Chanak jud! Pero dili oi! ka cute ra ni Denghe ah! very cute jud!

~~ Yes! I was watching the eviction night earlier about a minute ago and I'm so glad and happy that Jason's still in the house kicking some butts! Yeah! And ooooh, I wonder what's the new typhoon or bagyo will come... na naman!? Gahh. Anyway, sana isama na ulit ang Melason no! I'm so so so tired of watching PBBDU without them together! Nuuuu!! >.< Nakakainis talaga but okay nalang yun kaysa matangal silang dalawa diba? Hahaha! And why am I typing in Tagalog? huh? haha XD

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Gosh. I don't wanna go to school anymore. I felt like, I wanna drop out and take another course which is Cooking or uh, Cullinary? Can't spell but anyway, I really do. But, I'm still thinking. Haiiiiz. And prelim exam is next week and I am not ready! Ofcourse, I didn't go to class and I don't know the lessons at all, I think I'm dropped already O_O But, hope not. But yeah, I still wanna drop out of school. I'm soooo tired of Tourism. and... the lessons and everything. Lol XD anyway. Nevermind me, I think I overuse drugs that's why I'm like this. (naging sira ulo na yata ako mga tol! tulongan nyo naman ako oh!) Hahahahaha! XD



ALL HAIL MELASON! ALL HAIL ORIGINAL HOUSE A HOUSEMATES! ALL HAIL TO MELASON FANS! ALL HAIL TO BIG BROTHER! YAY!! And oh! Rob is the latest evictee :D Good luck Rob to the stuffs in the outside world! Though I hate you, I still care for you and your safety, I hope no one will throw something on you! Hahaha :P


Baibai~ :3